Sunday, June 01, 2008
first of all. thanks to the stage clans.
im sick of worrying on silly things. im sick of crying. im sick of being kind that i dont even feel that you appreciate it at all. im sick of being nice to you. im sick of everything! all thanks to you. you're just making it worse than ever. im sorry i dont think we can make it. i dont think that you need me neither.my only wish was that you could proof to me whats real love. if you think that love is really blind, yeah! i know. it blinds me that i am always spending more time to you rather than myself. what naddia told me was right, there's no point of crying if you cant even make a move. i dont even know why im still holding on our relationship. i dont know, i really dont know. because of love that blinds me all your bad deeds that youve done previous times. i hate that i have to love you so. im sorry.i cant believe that you feel the way im feeling too. you said its okay if we be friends as both of us couldnt get along. but after that you denied, you still need me. im sorry.but seriously, i was really thankful that you slightly change for goooood. you did learn your mistakes. even though youre one MR FORGETFUL. i still love you though. maybe both of us are still in the early stage. we still need more time to know about each other. it takes time to build a bridge yaw.anyway darling, Happy 5 monthsary. i love you so much.12:53 AM
rant by yanny ♥